I'm now, yea, right now. Confusing.
Whether am I suppose to go back for my fencing.
Everytime I opened my cupboard, and saw my
foil, suit and so on, I felt I'm lost, for fencing.
I do love fencing, frankly.
I stopped cause SPM on 2007 June.
And just now, mum was asking me why don't me
continue to fence. Fence? Fence.
I feel like going back to PAFA
(Penang Amateur Fencng Association).
But I am afraid. Afraid of I'm maybe getting too far
for all of my mates as I've never been fence for
almost 2 years. But I want fencing.
So, a decision might be done by tonight, before
I fall asleep.

Shall I continue, or not?

Who can give me some advices?