Hatred.

I couldn't bear with it.
Well, I don't mean that I'm perfect.
Yet, I'm neither clever nor good.
At least what? I admit I'm not smart al all.
Aren't like someone, keep thinking she is the smartest,
intelligent, clever, nice, best person in the world.
But I just couldn't stand it, ANYMORE.
It made me felt disgusting. And I hate it. I really do.
I'm not sure how long I could still stand for it, for you.

Don't worry. I will try my best to behave myself,
So that I would not show any of my hatred out, in front of you.

Excuse me. If I was/am rude, to you.